I’ve been thinking alot about “God” lately. Like, even if there IS one & to be totally specific – the Christian one. People like myself were tortured in the most horrific ways that Man could devise then put to death in other ingenious ways for even daring to voice this opinion. Why can’t we question God’s existence without all this damnation? Why the collective gasp of horror then the strident religious voices screaming their damnation of MY soul?
This question has been doing my head in lately. What if ALL religions are just a cruel delusion? What if Man is totally insane & has done the most atrocious things to both each other & this planet in the name of Gods that just don’t exist? This is not a wavering in faith, this is a total overhaul of my beliefs. Take the Christian God for example & His butchering, bloody & murderous ways. I just don’t get how seemingly rational people can believe in a God that demands the death of BILLIONS of people. I don’t get how seemingly kind & warm people can worship a God that advocates infantcide, rape, incest & murder. You say it dosent exist & that I am talking out of my arse? READ your Bible people, it’s all there, every last, disgusting story, the parts the priests don’t broadcast, the parts people studiously ignore & skip over. Read it & feel as sick as people like myself do. Welcome to the hoax, welcome to this Christian delusion & nightmare.
I have Christian friends, I talk with alot of them online but they are so stuck in their beliefs, so pedantic about their God, they have no room for anything else, for any other alternative belief. I’ve read on a certain blog someone stating emphatically that YOGA is satanism, that fortune tellers are the devil’s cohorts & that the end of the world is all of God’s master plan. WTF??? What would a supposedly loving, benelovent, merciful God put his children through such pain & agony for? It is beyond me that people can believe in such nonsense. I’d say 99% of the problems in this world, today, right now are caused by religion. I am over it, over being preached to by people that worship a demon God who smashes the heads of babies against rocks. Leave me out of this insanity please. I’m getting off this carousel.